( 11:37 pm) ( 1st of November, 2006)   Work is Hell! No time for anything right now but sleep, which I seem to get not much of.. Need to do something but unsure what it is. Yes, I know what I need to do! I need to go out and dance, find a simple soul to take to do as I will with and leave it shattered on the side of the road like broken glass! Yes! That sounds good!

(2:05 pm) (5th of August, Saturday 2006)   Last night I found myself walking the streets, watching people as they walked by, talking with friends having a good time unknowing that they could be the next to go. The hunger, knotting pain through out my body was getting forceful and all I could think of was; which one will it be to satisfy me!   The pretty red head will do nicely, I thought to myself. So I walked up and introduced myself to her. We talked, we laughed, and we had a few drinks. I walked her to her car and said my good night.   I’m sure whenever she woke or when some one had found her, she shall not remember a thing…

(7:10 pm) ( 2 of August, Wednesday 2006 )     I finally got this damn thing up and somewhat going. Fuck I did not think it was ever going to happen!